Petal Steppes Finitti

Severe exhaustion today. Can’t hardly get behind anything. Major flashbacks about one abuser from right before second grade.

Saw a beautiful hawk perched in a tree next to the playground on walkies. Good walkies.

Counseling was helpful, super-helpful, masterful even, as always. Space girl, rag doll, whatever we want to call her, is up, though. Very numb. Kind of going through the motions. We worked through lots of guilt and shame that I don’t own but feel anyway for being sexualized at such an early age. Betrayal at such an early age by so many. Phooey.

Beautiful day though. Just the same, and Friday.

My first physical therapy appointment is set for a week from today.

Thankfully was able to order ten more sheets each of watercolor paper and glassine, and three more canvases! Yay! Thank you Jason!


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