Ready to Live IV – III

DSC_4049Mixed up the rest of the Hansa Yellow and Chromium Green I had on the second palette by chance so it is the chance green mix. So there. There is some nice detail on the bud cups, then I did the little leaves, then switched to the details of the branches. Whoa. All of that is with the damned near teeniniest round brush. Whoa indeed. I’m just not cut out for superfine detail today, I tell you. That is all I could stand, as beautiful a type of work as it is.

Very close to weeping all day. Shaky.

But not flashing on the end scene of the molestation as I was all day yesterday. A PLUS! I’ll take it.

Did write some very important words in the novel today so feel good about that, but again, didn’t really have the heart or energy for much of that, either.

Saw the psychiatrist, who commiserated, but no change in meds, as expected. Safeway was rather surreal. But got that done.

Now time to collapse with Chipper by my side.

Sorry for such short notes, and for such detail on abuse, as I’m sure it is no fun to read. Less fun to experience, I must say. But I’m sure you don’t want to hear that, either. Bah.

Be the peace to you want to see. Let’s get back to that perspective for the New Year, shall we? I can surely be trying. I surely do try. 🙂 Peace out.

About amyjacksoncc

I am a professional artist, writer and musician creating from my home studio. To view my artwork, visit http://www.amyjackson.cc
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