Here I’ve painted the insides of the innermost petals the red mix and the outside of the innermost petals the palest pink mix. There I stopped. It seems too pale. I haven’t painted for a few days now.
The computer is fritzy and fortunately the tax refunds will allow for us to fix the fritzies. Soon. But until then she freezee often and I have to turn her off when I’m not using her which make me have to be focused and organized and stuff. WEIRD. OI.
I am not feeling well. Remembered stuff over the weekend, processed in counseling yesterday and raw yesterday and today. On top of intense back pain.
So have been processing in bed and resting, meditating through intense pain of all sorts.
In the meantime, Spring is here! 85-90 degrees Fahrenheit today? Summer, even? So the Summer outfit it is. Otherwise one ruins clothing. Non.
So incredibly fatigued. Okay. Had to report in, my dears. Now to bed. Chipper awaits lovingly in the Sun stripes from the blinds. Yes. Sometimes that is where I must be. Maybe the surgery will change things? Yet I will still have the emotional processing. Shhh. Time to rest.