Here you can see lots of additional detail in both Sap Green and the emerald mix, in the middle and to the upper middle right. It has taken some great deal of time to bring you this. I’ve also added a bit of bright lime splashes in there, and then today, had to stop a) because I believe I need an altogether NEW green mix! and b) I am so very tired and achey and must rest yet again.
So all the blood tests they ran came back negative, so that is good for major things, right? yes. So I have an appointment next week with a rheumatologist who seem to specialize in infusions of drugs of various sorts, but also can provide a bone density test? and blood work on the spot. Hmm. We shall see. Next week is good in terms of timing, and I do need some basic info on arthritis.
Then I thought, what is different? There is a lot of metal inside me lately? Titanium? and sure enough, chronic fatigue syndrome and joint pain can occur as a result of titanium allergy due to the corrosion of the implants such as for orthopedic implants (ie my back and neck surgeries?) thankfully there is a simple (?) test that can be run, called MELISA, and I’m signed up for one at my local bloodwork place. I need only wait for the order in the mail, go, have it done, and wait for the results.
In the meantime, I must say, I feel like crap. There is just no putting a smiley face on it. Very hard to get out of bed in the morning, and I want to go right back into once I’m out.
See, normally I get tired, I rest and I get a rebirth of energy from resting, a spurt at the beginning of each week, with which I accomplish my goals, right? Hmmm. NOT happening. I do so want to finish my painting by October and my screenplay by Paris. Harumph. Oh well, what to do but roll with it and take care of myself as if I had the flu or something?
agh. No me likey.
Oh, yes and the flashbacks are quite frequent! agh
Quite frustrated I am, said Pooh.
In the meantime, I’ve quite decided I’m standing up to all those against human and civil rights in the world, ie those against the LIGHT, ie the darkness. There comes a time when you have to stand up and fight the dark forces of the world, lest the FREE world be lost. Ahem. So there, I’ve said it. Well, those forces of darkness would surely show ME no mercy. It’s not that I would show them no mercy, it’s just that I see and I draw. I was watching the latest Lord of the Rings and Gandalf, well he had to face Zoron (sic) ultimately — these things must be DONE, ultimately.
And even the Dalai Lama recently said, “It is not enough to be compassionate; one must act.”
And I rather like what Switzerland has done about income inequality … not sure when …