Tag Archives: Awareness

Fragments 2 – First Layer – Dark Heart Spaces

Now my heart is only as dark as the yin and the yang complement each other in lightness and darkness and the glass is half full. Of water. And trying to figure out the inside of me is like trying … Continue reading

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Fragments I – Process II – Pizza Dough Recipe

I’ve continued to paint, first in the charcoal regions, which to me represent my depressive states. ARgh. Such as they are. Below my belly, in my head. That black area remains gripping my torso. The soft areas for some time … Continue reading

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Fragments I – Process

In the past week, I have slowly been processing and writing about the new series Fragments. I am thinking, How can I express the pain of my Dissociative Identity Disorder, the horrible acts of abuse that made me split in … Continue reading

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Viet-Nam War Series Finitti, Earth Painting Finitti … Hooray!

http://www.amyjackson.cc/paintings/vietnamwar10.html It is with an enormous amount of relief and clarity that I bring closure to the Viet-Nam series. I do strongly suggest that you stop reading my blog here, click the link above a) for a much bigger and … Continue reading

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Viet-Nam 10 – Peace on Earth — I

It was a blast really, mixing up the Prussian Blue (my favorite blue next to Cobalt) and Mars Black, with a good smidge of Acrylic Glaze — and liberally painting infinity, space, in long and short ocean-like waves, then smoothing … Continue reading

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Hell on Earth – Finitti

http://www.amyjackson.cc/paintings/vietnamwar9.html It is with a huge sigh of relief that I finish this painting and write the narrative that accompanies it for now, which you can read at the link above. For you see it’s all cycling around, culminating and … Continue reading

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Viet-Nam War 9 – Hell on Earth – Nearing Completion

I’m creating here the upper half’s background and layers of cloud detail. It is scary as can be. But then it works out okay. I kind of have to just dive into it, the painting, and hope for the best … Continue reading

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Viet-Nam 9 – Circles – More

So now I stop painting for the day, having finished the lower sections more and completed more silver on the upper left area. There is an art deco style to the lower sections that reminds me of the camouflage of … Continue reading

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Viet-Nam War 9 — Process Foto — Silver and Gold

Continuing to clarify here, with the additions of silver, gold, Titan Buff and Raw Umber. Why? because the Raw Umber adds the Earth as it comes from the Earth itself. The silver and gold remind me of the very real … Continue reading

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Viet-Nam War 9 – Process – Darkness and Light

This is a much clearer foot of the head of the cloud, and this afternoon I have painted the base of the cloud with a glazed Mars Black, a Cadmium Red streak splitting with the “atom” in the center of … Continue reading

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